Do
you sometimes think to yourself - there must be more to Christianity than this?
You hear bible passages that speak of streams of living water flowing in your
life and of experiencing love and joy and peace.
You
hear of God working through people and touching people’s lives with his love
and healing power. But if you’re honest this isn’t really your experience.
You
come to church week in and week out and do your best to be a good person, to be
kind and thoughtful but somehow God seems a bit distant.
Sometimes
you pray and you’re sure that God must be listening but really it’s a bit of an
effort. And sometimes you read your bible but you find it quite hard to
understand.
You
would like to share your faith but you find it very difficult and you’re really
not sure what you should say.
If
this resonates with you – you are not alone. I think this is a common
experience for many who go to church.
We
may have been baptised and confirmed and we may have had the odd spiritual
experience when we felt close to God but by and large God can feel quite
distant and our faith can feel a bit flat and lifeless.
Perhaps
this is how the disciples we read about in today’s passage from Acts felt. No
doubt they were good people who were genuinely trying to live in a way that
pleased God – but there was obviously something missing from their lives.
Most
of the pieces of the jigsaw were in place but a vital bit was missing and so their
picture and experience of Christianity wasn’t complete.
However
Paul being a spiritually perceptive sort of chap gets to the root of their
problem quite quickly. They needed to open their lives to Jesus and receive the
Holy Spirit and when they did this – the jigsaw would be complete.
And
I think if we feel spiritually flat and a bit lifeless, the solution for us
also - is to open our lives to Jesus and ask him to fill us and empower us with
his Holy Spirit.
The
Holy Spirit makes the world of difference to our lives and our faith. He is the
one who makes God real and alive. He is the one who inspires us to pray and
helps us to understand the bible. He is the one who fills our hearts with God’s
love and inspires and enables us to reach out to others.
Of
course there are lots of different theological views about the Holy Spirit and
when and how he comes into people’s lives - but in some ways these theological
arguments are a distraction from the really important questions which are – firstly
- is He in our life? Has the Holy Spirit really come to live in us?
In
other words have we been born again and do we know God? Have we opened the door
of our heart and invited Jesus into our life? Because if we haven’t, our faith
will be no more than a vague hope and God will remain outside our lives.
And
secondly if we have done this - and the Holy Spirit is living in us - have we
been empowered by him? Have we come to Jesus and invited him to fill us with
his spirit and to impart spiritual gifts to us? Because if we haven’t we won’t
be as effective disciples as we could be.
And
although we may have faith and believe in Jesus - our Christian lives may be a
bit flat and uninspiring; prayer and bible reading may tend to be a struggle
and sharing our faith may be hard work, rather than an overflow of the life
that is in us.
And
thirdly, even if we have been empowered by him - are we continuing to live in
that empowering? Are we continuing to ask the Holy Spirit to fill us afresh and
remaining open to receiving whatever else God may desire to pour into our
lives?
So
wherever we are in our faith journey – we all need the Holy Spirit.
Of
course once we have received him we still need to put effort into our
relationship with God and set aside time to pray and read our bibles and look
for opportunities to share our faith. It’s just that he helps us to do these
things more effectively.
Personally
I think it would make a tremendous difference to Brenchley church if more of us
would recognise our need to be empowered by God - and then actually trust God
enough to come to Him and invite Him to fill us with his Holy Spirit and to impart
whatever gifts He chooses, to us.
Of
course the problem is that many of us are perhaps – if we’re honest - a bit
afraid. We’d like our faith to be a bit more alive but we’re nervous about
opening our lives to God.
Although
Jesus says that he will only give us good gifts, there’s part of us that’s
unsure. Perhaps we’re afraid of being keener or more spiritually alive
Christians. How different might we be - and what might people think?
So
although ideally we’d like to be more fruitful and better able to share our
faith – we hold back and shy away from God. What we are familiar with – even
though it’s a bit dry and uninspiring - seems safer than receiving spiritual
gifts that sound a bit – well – other worldly.
Or
perhaps some of us have had negative experiences in the past and have been hurt
by other Christians – and this has put us off. So we stick with what feels safe.
Perhaps
although we haven’t had first-hand experience of the gifts of the spirit we’ve
heard about them from others and it all sounds a bit well supernatural – so we
shy away from it.
There
are lots of reasons why Christians - especially in the West – shy away from
seeking to be filled or baptised with the Holy Spirit – whatever you want to
call it
I
remember when I wanted to be empowered by God in this way – feeling quite
nervous about it.
I’d
been a Christian for 5 or 6 years but I noticed at the Anglican Church I was
going to in Tunbridge Wells, that some people had a certain power when they
prayed or spoke about God – which I didn’t have.
Somehow
they just seemed to be a bit more in tune with God. I really wanted this power
in my life but there was also a part of me that was afraid of going deeper into
the things of God.
In
the end my desire to be filled and empowered by the Holy Spirit was stronger
than my fear - so I asked someone to lay hands on me and pray for me.
I
felt something of the holiness of God when I was prayed for but apart from this
I didn’t feel any different.
However
over the coming weeks and months I did notice a new power and vitality in my
Christian life. I felt better able to pray – especially in prayer meetings, and
better able to share my faith.
I
also noticed that God started to communicate with me more through little
pictures in my mind’s eye and on occasion He gave me encouraging words to share
with people – which He hadn’t done before. And I felt a new sense of wanting to
worship God.
All
in all what God did in my life that day has stayed with me and has made a
tremendous difference to my Christian life.
Although
I had been afraid - it really wasn’t a scary experience at all. Someone simply
laid hands on me and prayed for me. That was it. I didn’t have any amazing
visions or feel any power surging through me.
It
was very much as we do when we have prayer for healing at the communion rail.
And
the reason I’m sharing this is that I believe God wants to empower and fill all
Christians with his Holy Spirit. If you are a Christian this is part of your
birth right.
In
the early church as we’ve read in the passage in Acts today - it was the norm for
Christians to have hands laid on them and to be prayed for in this way. It was
part and parcel of what was considered normal Christianity.
Today
it is the norm particularly of course in Pentecostal and Charismatic churches, but
increasingly also in some Anglican and Catholic churches.
I
remember for instance a few months ago Campbell telling us about The Right
Reverend Richard Hare, the Bishop of Pontefract who experienced being empowered
by God, and the tremendous difference it made to his life and faith.
The
trouble is, as I’ve already said, many of us are a bit suspicious of anything
that seems a bit other-worldly , - but surely being a Christian is already
other-worldly.
I
mean if the Holy Spirit is already living in us – isn’t that other-worldly in a
sense – and if He is already living in us - why is it scary to ask Him to
empower us?
Ultimately
I think the whole subject comes down to trusting Jesus. To trusting him when he
says; “Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake
instead? Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then,
though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much
more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!”
God
loves us and He wants to pour good things into our lives. He also knows us
better than we know ourselves. He knows exactly which spiritual gifts to impart
to us – gifts that will useful for the roles He calls us to and gifts that will
be a blessing to others.
I
think we need to put aside all our negative preconceptions
about gifts of the spirit and speaking in tongues. And if we’ve been hurt we
need to realise that it wasn’t God who was at fault – it was unloving
Christians.
And
then we need to step through our fear. Fear is a trick of the enemy – and he
most certainly doesn’t want to us to be filled and empowered by God because He
knows it will make us more fruitful and effective Christians – something he
doesn’t want.
My
grandparents told me a story about a little boy who was afraid of a monster.
His parents told him that the monster was small and harmless but he didn’t
believe them. As far as he was concerned it looked huge.
His
parents told him that if he walked towards it, it would become smaller, but
again he didn’t believe them.
In
the end though, he decided he’d be brave and trust his parents and so he walked
towards the monster and a very strange thing happened. He found that the closer
he got, the smaller the monster became.
And
when he reached it, it was actually tiny and fitted in the palm of his hand. It
wasn’t scary at all.
We
all need to open our lives to God and allow him to empower in any way he sees
fit – not just for ourselves - but for those around us – our family, our
friends, our neighbours, and our church family.
God
wants us to be fruitful. And if we believe that He really loves us – we need to
trust him. Like little children we need to come to Jesus and say Lord I trust
you to give me only what is good.
Please
fill me with your spirit and empower me as you desire and impart to me any
gifts that you want me to have - because I want to be the most effective
disciple I can.
So
to end, can I encourage you – wherever you are in your journey of faith –to
open your life to God and to trust Him. If you’re not yet a Christian you can invite
Jesus into your life quietly by yourself. He is only a prayer away. Or if you’d
prefer – find someone to pray with you.
If
you are a Christian but you haven’t
experienced being empowered by God - find a mature Christian that you trust and
ask him or her to lay hands on you and pray that God will fill you with his
spirit and impart to you any gifts He wants you to have.
And
if you’ve been empowered in this way in the past, but you feel a bit like a dry
lawn that needs watering - why not come to God again and ask him to refresh and
revive you – to pour out His spirit upon you afresh.
In
the name of the living God. Amen